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My problem I haven't really got much to say. At work I'm counting down the days until Friday. At home I'm hiding away in my room. Last night I argued with Mark again. My fault entirely, I was being childish and making stupid comments so I completely understand why he got angry with me. I took Becca's advice and had a nice long hot bath when I got home from work today. I switched off my mobile phone and had time to think, time to myself. I couldn't quite complete all of her advice though, I couldn't make a list of things I want, how to achieve them, and what I think the outcome will be. I wasn't to mention anything to do with Mark or work. I found that so hard. All I could think of was how I want to be with Mark in years to come, how I don't want to lose him. I couldn't think of ways to stop me acting so childish or how to find the real me. I don't think I'm ever going to fix this problem of mine and I'll probably end up single before too long. |