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Hunger and colour schemes I'm feeling a little peckish. Work was fine today, the day went quicker than anticipated, but with the receptionist back I did feel a little left out. Silly, I know, but her and the new girl talk and giggle away constantly and I feel like I'm missing out. I used to be in on the jokes. Everywhere I look I seem to be the only one that doesn't quite match up with any other colleague. Do you know what I mean? Everyone seems to have someone they get along with really well, mine used to be the receptionist but since the other girl started I've been rejected and left to it. I'm like the lonely girl at school who sits and eats lunch by herself as she has no friends. I feel completely alienated. Still, I won't let it get to me. I'll brush it off and continue being me. If they don't like me for who I am why should I care? Now I feel like I just want to transform everything to do with me. I'm changing who I am as a person, showing myself in a better light. Now I want my bedroom to grow with me. Becca has recently decorated her room and she has inspired me to do something about mine. At the moment it's still the colours I requested when I was a teenager which are bold and bright. Now I want it to be fitting for a young woman. One wall is a fitted wardrobe with huge full length mirrors across (kinky?!) so it would just be the three other walls to paint really. Most of the wood in my room is beech with chrome detailing so I'm working from that really. Not too sure of colours yet, but I'm getting impatient and want to do something about it. I blame you, Becca. |