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Dating Me and Mark are back on good terms now. I know I was trying to stay mad at him to have something to moan about, but it didn't last long. I wanted him to go out and have fun with his mate last night, and he did. Tonight we have talked, been silly and just had our usual conversation when things are going well. It seems as if we are back on track. My strop has finally gone. My internet has been sorted and we now have a new router. I'm paying mum for half of it, that way I feel I have a little more control over it when my step-dad starts dishing out the orders. Work colleagues are pestering me about going out for a drink with them. I've mentioned that I'm such a lightweight - one orange Barcadi Breezer and I'm giggly and sleepy - so I've been told to practice as I've got to keep up with the lads. It's a nice idea but I don't think I'll be joining them anytime soom. I am not ready for if just yet. Although saying that it would be lovely to go out and just have a drink or meal, or even go to the cinema with Mark. Having never been on a "date" with him I would love to do the whole couple dating thing. Our relationship has been based on my going to his house, watching tv, playing computer games and sleeping. We've never been a couple to go out for meals or anything, we have never been anywhere other than shopping, McDonalds or out for a meal with my family. Where is our together time? I just think it would be nice to have our first date, even if it is 3 years 8 months in to our relationship! |