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I don't need an excuse for it The drive to Letchworth this morning wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, it was actually quite nice. We had good weather and clear roads and made it to the agency in good time. We even managed to park on the high street just outside the offices and that was sheer coincidence. All in all it was good. The little registering with them bit was fine, once again it was the filling in of the forms that took forever. It didn't help that I was sitting opposite the receptionist and I kept watching her. Not in a pervy way, but she was really pretty and had a great figure. She had clothes on that I would love to wear and all I could think of was "I want to be you!". You know when you just come across someone and envy them, well it was one of those moments for me. The job sounds pretty good. My CV has hopefully been sent over to the company today so I'm hoping they'll want to interview me and I'll hear from them soon. I've decided that when I do get a new job I'm going to have a little shopping spree and buy myself some new clothes for work. I want a clean slate, a new beginning and I want to prove to myself that I'm not the girl that got made redundant, that has no confidence. It's part of the new me. I won't go overboard (I love that film!) and spend stupid amounts, but I want to get clothes that make me feel better and are fitting with this new girl. Plus, what better excuse for shopping?! Guess the girl this morning did make me want to do this even more. She's how I want to be and it has given me a little bit of an incentive. I can be a different person to who I once was, someone who I'm more comfortable with and they won't know I wasn't like that all along. For this evening though, I'm watching Comic Relief. There isn't much else on as this is taking over BBC1 for the night, but I don't mind watching some bits of it, like the comedy sketches and The Vicar of Dibley is just about to start. The one thing I don't like with these charity events is having a telephone number and/or website thrust in your face constantly and requesting your donation. |