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Upside down I need to get my butt in gear. I have so many little jobs I want to get done and I just can't be bothered. I get up, move my body down the stairs, mess about a bit on the internet, eat and then go bed later. It's not like I have a job that takes up my entire day so I can't these things done. No, it's just because I can't be arsed quite frankly. I need to sort out my car insurance, work out my money after paying for my recent MOT, tidy up a lot of mess I've made recently, look for jobs, go to interviews. Not a whole heap of things, but I keep putting them off and it's annoying me even more so when I do that. I've just been in one of those "humph" moods. You know, when you just don't care and think sod it to everything. I'm fed up with my own company but I love it at the same time. I'm getting bored of sitting in all day every day and not going anywhere and doing something while I have the chance, I don't have old friends to catch up with because quite simply I don't have any friends. My life revolves around my computers, the tv and Mark. How boring does this make me? (This social inadequacy will probably lead to problems in any job I get! I just don't bother talking to anyone, what's the point? Their weekends are way better than mine, they have friends and a boyfriend they shag every night!) Ok. Fed up now. Woe is me. Blah blah. Tomorrow is another interview day. The afternoon is taken up with an interview for the highest paid job, but probably in one of the most lonely offices. Who knows, it may turn out to be fantastic... then again it may be a big crock of shit. Off to go have a read of my just-about-to-start-reading-it book, Lipstick Jungle by Candace Bushnell, maybe hiding myself away in other people's miseries will help me stop feeling down. I hate feeling like this, especially since I've been so chipper recently. |