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Bad decision? I'm still not happy with this job situation. In fact I'm quite miserable about it all. I don't know. I should be happy and excited about the up and coming job, but I just can't. Instead I'm dreading this next week knowing it will go so fast and that the deadline is Monday when I have to work. I'm loaded with guilt too. Guilt for myself. Guilt because I didn't take that first job offered to me in January when I was still in a working mood and felt like I could take on the task of being the new girl. Now I'm just dreading it and I'm already missing the time I could have had at home. I'm too lazy now, too dependent on late nights and even later mornings, too used to being at home. |