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Positivity coming through So, just a couple of days until I start work. ou'd think I'd have things sorted by now, right? Wrong. I still haven't completed the masses of paperwork I have to return on my arrival, nor do I have any clothes to wear. Actually that's a lie. I have one. Black trousers, smart top, and a cute cardie if I get chilly, coz knowing me I'll be bloody freezing (blood made of ice and all that). Tomorrow, last minute like always, I am going shopping. Hopefully I'll find a few things I can throw together and make some sort of decent work clothes outfit from. I'll probably get distracted with another pair of jeans or a stupid t-shirt I can't wear out. I'll try and be on my best behaviour and look for work related items. Most of the time. Maybe even look at shoes if I have the time. Big Sis, the one who doesn't live with me, gave me a Good Luck card today. She's nice like that. Wish I saw more of her and was actually allowed to spend time with her without the other sister moaning. Bis Sis starts her new workplace on Monday too, but she's going back to an old firm she worked for a few years back. Story goes that she worked there and was fine, everything was hunky-dory until someone retired. She then took their place and a new replacement was brought in to work under my sister. They didn't get along and so she left, tried a few jobs here and there and never really liked anywhere as much. The bitch left and she got asked to go back because she was so fantabulous at her job. She's a little nervous but is helped out with the fact she knows everyone that works there already. Good luck to her too. Doesn't this sound more of a positive entry? I've basically given in to the fact it's something I've got to do. I'm burying my head in the sand and willing the bad thoughts to go away. And focusing on the money is a big help. I'm sure I'm making this out to be a much bigger problem than it will be and I'll be fine and wonder what all the fuss was about. But that's me, I make drama out of everything. Thinking about having an early night tonight. I've been really restless this past week. Stress? Lots more sleep will help me look bright eyed and bushy tailed for Monday. |