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One for the rubbish bin... I didn't email Sue back, but today I received a text from her asking if I'd got her email and would really like to meet up. I just can't ignore her, however much I'd love to. It's not in my nature. I just want to meet up with her and get it over and done with, boast about something, anything and get back on with my life for a few more weeks. Hopefully by then I'll have a dress and shoes all lined up and I can go on about that and hope she gets bored real easy. The thing is, I'm fed up with playing these games. I'm fed up. Full stop. I can't stop digging holes and causing trouble. I argue for the sake of it and don't know when to let things lie. I have got to get a life, stop worrying about things and realise there are much more important things to consider than what I currently do. I have taken to blowing a small thing into a great big mountain, something which seems so trivial to others is a big deal to me. All because I don't have anything else to think or worry about. I get wound up too quick too. Little things annoy the pants off me, stupid things like the tv being on in another room or not getting my contacts in first time (Huge argument about that today. And yesterday!) or my sister falling asleep and me having to turn her light off. See what I mean? You know what, I'm annoying myself, this must be annoying you. I'm shutting up now, k? |