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Dress me up, dress me down I did it. I actually tried on dresses and dresses until I found the right one, then I spent a huge amount of money on this one bloody dress I'll only ever wear once! Although it's a tiny bit too long and needs to be taken up I'm really happy with it. It's pink (well a couple of shades of pink). It's a halterneck. It shows of the boobs and nips in at the waist. It doesn't really have much of a back. I can't wear a bra, or control pants to hold the folds of flab I currently call my stomach. The girls I went shopping with loved it and urged me to buy it. I was really happy and excited. Then I came home, showed my family and all I got was a "Yeah, looks nice" comment. I know my mum doesn't really ever express herself so I'm not blaming her, and she did say later that I looked lovely in it, but my sister couldn't have cared less if she tried. Cow. Away went the excitement and thrill of having bought a dress and feeling girly. I cried. But now I'm back to liking the dress and looking forward to the day. Why should I let her bother me in this way, it's time I got out and dressed up a bit so sod her! Oh, I also got Mark's mask in the post today. We all know he didn't want anything too colourful or something that would attract a lot of attention to him (little did he know he'd have me in a pink dress on his arm all night!) so we got him a black one with a little bit of silver patterning around the left eye. He hasn't seen it yet but he did choose which one he wanted.   Now it's just the tuxedo hire and some new shoes for him, whilst I have everything else to sort out. I'm looking forward to it now. And no, no pictures of the dress. It's a surprise. For now at least. |